Gray and Blue

Why does my heart feels so sad and gray

Seems like my soul has been led astray

And now I'm sitting here alone and blue

With nothing on my mind exept for you

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I don't understand it and I want to cry

How I can only walk but I want to fly

And so I keep sitting in my room

With my rum in the dark being one with gloom

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Watching shadows run accross the floor

Hoping that you would come and open the door

And run into my arms and make things right

I know that I should call but I dont want to fight

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Now I'm getting drunk and my friend is this pen

I'm writing on this pad the things I should've said

Cuz I'm still sitting here all alone and blue

My heart's still in the gray and it's because of you!